Lent
1 (Year C)
A
non-apology. Here I repeat themes and anecdotes I have mentioned
previously, including at the Ash Wednesday service, immediately
below, and in previous years. I do not apologise for this. I am
speaking to different gatherings. Also, the idea of Lent as a quietly
joy-oriented season, for it promotes a 'high anthropology' (as they
say), is one I myself have not heard in sermons other than mine.
Deuteronomy
26.1-11
Romans
10.8b-13
Luke
4.1-13
Let
me begin with thanks. First, I thank you for your invitation to me
today. It's a pleasure for me to be with you; I like to get to know
the church communities in the area, which is still relatively new to
me. Second, thank you for not greeting
me at the door with a big bunch of red roses and a Valentine's card.
This for two reasons: first, in the church calendar this is not
Valentine's Day (it is the First
Sunday of Lent, and if it were not Sunday, it would actually be the
Feast of St Cyril and St Methodius); second, because it happens that
I am from Yorkshire, and so red roses
do very little for me. I associate them with Lancashire. If anything
I'd be looking for white roses of the House of York.
After
those thanks, I wonder, though, if I should now offer an apology. An
apology for lowering the mood, in that I have just stressed that Lent
takes priority over Valentine's Day. I am going to stop short of
giving that apology... because am not at all convinced that Lent
itself is actually a gloomy, negative, joyless season.
Let
me tell you a true story. I was at a religious house (I won't name
it) one Ash Wednesday. The congregation was gathered by the altar in
a large arc ready for the ashing. The priest came to the first
candidate and intoned: 'Remember that you are dust, and to dust you
shall return; turn away from Christ and be faithful to sin'.
There was a titter. But! But not only did he say those unfortunate
words to the first person, he said the same to everybody there. So by
the end, everybody in church – apart from the nonplussed priest –
was doubled-up and pretty close to hysterics.
Since
I won't name the priest, no one need be embarrassed, still less
humiliated in the re-telling. My point is solely this: I am
suggesting that it might even be a good thing to enter Lent feeling
mirth. Lent is a 'solemn' season in the rather technical
sense. But that doesn't mean – at all – it is about feeling bad
about ourselves. On the contrary, it is about strength and hope. We
are to be self-reflective, yes, but also, even now, oriented towards
joy. This for (at least) three reasons.
First,
the words 'Remember that you are dust and to dust you shall
return' do not mean: 'You're so rotten you deserve to die'. No.
Rather, they mean: 'Remember that you are mortal, that your life is
limited, is bounded'. This means you are here for only a span of
time. You are unique and unrepeatable. Unrepeatable and unique. And
every moment you experience as your unique self is itself unique and
unrepeatable.
So
you are precious. No
one in the universe is more precious than you. Others are as
precious as you, including those people you can't stand. True.
But that takes nothing away from the fact that no one is more
precious than you. No one else can live your life. So make
the most of it. And we make the most of our lives not by
desperately chasing after pleasure. (Think about those people who
have tried it; it just doesn't work.) Rather we make the most of our
lives by finding our calling (inasmuch as we can) and
committing to it (as best we can). So – what
are you waiting for? -
is the Lenten question.
Second,
the words (let me take care to get it right...) 'Turn away from sin
and be faithful to Christ' remind us that Christ is already
here, waiting for us. We do not have to become good to earn his
attention, good will or rewards. Rather, all we have to do is turn.
And turn we all can, however clumsily. So we already have everything
we need to become holy,
if we but trust in this. You see how this is not about lowering
self-esteem. True self-esteem (not pride) can only be enhanced once
we realise Gd is offering us holiness. Just turn!
Third,
these things are true because Christ
is risen from the dead, trampling down death by death
and offering forgiveness and feasting, as we see from the New
Testament resurrection accounts. So every day – including even Ash
Wednesday and Good Friday – is also Easter. There is no moment that
is not also Easter. The saint who saw this most clearly was the
Russian St Seraphim of Sarov, who, against all the church fasting
rules, would stand on the steps of the church on Good Friday even,
munching his forbidden sausages and greeting everyone with 'Christ is
risen!' Or: 'My joy! Christ is risen!' This is what St Paul is
reminding us in today's second reading. We believe that Jesus is
Lord, not because we have a list of criteria for Lordship which it
turns out Jesus meets. Rather we trust that he is Lord because we
trust that Gd has raised him from the dead in such a way as reveals
his Lordship. It all begins in the resurrection. All of it –
including Lent.
So,
Lent is a positive season. It is not a season of exuberance; all of
that will come at Easter. But it is a season of quiet, reflective
joy, where our hopes for ourselves and our capacity to change and
grow are at the forefront of our attention. I say again: it is a call
to make the most of our lives, by fulfilling our calling. We are
given robust hints how to do this in today's readings.
The
first reading from Deuteronomy, is itself about feasting. It says we
must embed our feasting in thanksgiving, in gratitude. We must
say thank you to Gd for the comforts and delights we have. Not
because Gd needs our thanks, but because we will go of the rails if
we do not give thanks.
But
there is more to it. Woven into our thanksgiving is the call to tell
our own story or stories. See: 'A wandering Aramean was my
ancestor...' and his story is told, as part of our story. This is
not accidental or incidental. We will only know our calling if we can
give as authentic an account as we can of where we have come from. We
don't offer our autobiography to every passing stranger. But we do
look, in our lives of faith, for people and contexts where we can
tell it as it was, so as to tell it as it is.
And
so to today's gospel. Here is the hard part; I don't hide that. If we
are to make the most of our lives by being true to our calling, we
had better know that we will face temptation; we will feel real,
existential, all-the-way-down doubt. Jesus faced it; we will face it
in some measure. 'If you are
the Son of Gd... if...',
the devil says to Jesus repeatedly. Remember, Jesus has just heard,
at his baptism, the very Voice from heaven telling him in no
uncertain terms that he is the Son. Yet he cannot bask in that
reassurance. On the contrary, he is led into the wild places, and has
to come to a place where he truly knows it for himself. Through
temptation and doubt. If...
There
are limitless variations on this diabolical 'if'.
If
you had faith, you would be
healed.
If
we were a true Christian
community, we'd be growing in numbers dramatically.
If
I were a proper Christian, I
wouldn't find prayer so dry and uninspiring.
If
we were a proper Church, our
leaders would be able to outwit the media and our opponents.
And
so on.
These
are not doubts of an intellectual or rational kind. Such doubts are a
vital part of faith. But these are doubts which question our ability,
our worthiness to be called by Gd, connected to Gd. Such doubts we
must resist, as Jesus resisited before us, so that we can so resist.
So,
brothers and sisters, I wish you a serious but also a joy-oriented
Lent.
Joy,
because you are precious.
Joy,
because you already have all that you need to turn to Christ and so
become holy.
Joy,
because Christ is risen from the dead, and there is no time and no
place that is not Easter.
Joy,
because by Gd's grace you can come to know and own your own worth,
worthiness to be called by Gd, because it is Gd's will to call you.
Joy,
because Gd is, with or without roses, the true lover of all.
Amen.
The pictures are of the Church of St Mary Magdalene, East Ham, and are, in turn, (1) the sanctuary, (2) the 'window' onto the Anchorite's cell (currently unoccupied) and (3) 'a warning against drunkenness' - a person becoming a monkey on the reception of wicked hops.
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